i have to congratulate myself. it's almost 1 week and i handled it perfectly, just the way it should be. it was very difficult not to 'reply', it was even tempting to do so. but i have to do this for my own sake. if not, then everything would go back to scratch. so far i have done it for almost a week, if i could do it for a week, then i could do it for a month and so on. can't wait for that. that's why i'm keeping myself busy. so far i'm preoccupied with a lot of things.

my friend called me and asked me to go on a trip, i'd love to go, as long as it fits the budget.. i'm excited to travel anywhere. this is probably my chance to have a change of environment for a while, yehey..=)