i skipped 'work' today. =) i just felt tired physically, (hence, the flu) and just wanted to rest at home. it was good idea anyway. i just reflected on everything that happened. and now i am quite happy. =) i don't know how it happened but suddenly i felt lighter. it's like i had a detox or whatever. it's a good feeling and i'm loving it. i wanted to do a lot of things, so later i'll be making plans with my friends. i just realized that i never really lost anything. i have myself, my family and my friends. i have a pretty good life and i've never hurt anyone else just to satisfy my selfishness. so that makes me happy. now i know that i never lost anything...at all. =)