wheww.. i'm so tired, literally, figuratively and physically. since the opening of SM Bench, i barely had an hour of leisure, it's exhausting. But, at the same time i'm also thankful. it keeps me busy so that i can forget certain things and a certain person. it's exhausting to think about what happened between us, that's why i HAVE to forget. and somehow i have our shop to thank for it. and now he keeps sending me texts. i mean, what does he want? it was his awesome idea anyway. I just want to erase everything. i haven't replied or said anything for almost 4 days now. i would be better soon. i hope. and i sincerely hope he is happy, because i know that i would be happier the next time, as long as it is not with him. i don't think i could bear that anymore. pray pray pray..=)