grrr.perhaps the thing that could worsen even the worst moment of my life is this kind of weather. i mean come on, i love the sun, but now it's getting on my (or everyone's) nerves. there was a blackout for about an hour, and i thought i could get heatstroke. that's how bad it was. whew.

anyway. i'm officially starting my new life this May. exactly my birth month. i'm just getting rid of extra 'baggage'. forget things or people that might have hurt me in the past, and just start anew. so (now i still have 2 days before my new life emerges,)i'm not being hypocritical or anything, but for me, i need an overhaul of almost everything. i think i deserve that. i wouldn't have to worry about my future because i know have people who truly loves me. wow now this is crap. thanks to the heat, it has now melted my brain,hehe.=)

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

reality bites. bigtime

just decided to check my 'antique' blog here. the ironic thing about this was about my last entry. (which was last year..haha) the part where i said that the moment you put a label on something, it's bound to end in disaster. and i was hell right about it. it did end. not really in a disastrous way, but, yeah, it did. I'm sort of speaking in tongues here, but the fewer who knows (or knew) it, the better.. so i guess it's better luck next time for me. and i hope for the best. and i do wish i could update my blog more often. and change it, asap. hehe. =)

*** random thoughts @ 3:18 PM