whew. i AM so exhausted. of everything. i mean if i have to recall what 2010 has brought me so far, it has not been good --- at all. i don't know what i have done to displease the 'fates' but i have been in the dumps since March and it has gone from bad to worst this April. it's better if no one ever knows what i have been through, but it cannot be ignored. because SOME people just can't be decent enough. worst, they don't even know what the word 'respect' means. if i could only have one confrontation, HE would lose hands down. simply because he doesn't have any right to say anything to me, he couldn't and he wouldn't dare. i could say whatever i like and he would just have to bow down because of shame. i wouldn't miss it for the world, i want to have that memory etched forever on my mind. but, as cowardly as he is, he couldn't and he wouldn't bring himself to a confrontation. and why would he? he is such a coward after all. despite the machismo that he shows to everyone. i KNOW his true colors and despite that and inspite of that, i've accepted him, knowing that there is (or was) something good in him, but i just couldn't believe that he would be this low. maybe the lowest form of life ever created.