i just watched ironman2 with mags and lance and we had lunch together. i had fun and i have to thank them for that. =) it's a good thing to have them around. i mean why can't guys be like my guy friends? they are definitely good guys.. i guess i'm just a magnet for guys that are the total opposite.hehe. i wish it wouldn't happen again. i fervently pray for someone right for me. but i'm not rushing. i'm living my life again, the way i wanted to. i feel kind of different right now. i guess letting go is a double-edged sword. it hurts, but at the same time it heals. i just hope that i would heal completely. and faster please. =)