in a matter of two hours, i'll be turning 20. funny, but i don't feel any different, not like what i expected. i never thought i'd be spending my birthday inside the agence france presse office. liezl, my partner-in-crime would be my only company. this would also bemy first birthday without my family and friends. my only escape was making my newest blogsite, and yes, a little publicly.it's weird. i never thought that those mushy slash cheesy slash corny stuff would be things i'd really miss.
i'm on the brink of being a teen and an adult. gone were the days where i could just spend the rest of the day being a couch potato and get away with it.gone were the days where i could just sleep during finals week and don't give a damn.. now, it's different. admit it or not, when one reaches the twenty-something age, expectations soaras much as the country's poverty level. people expect more from and of you. the transition is short --- shorter than what i had imagined.and i'm not quite ready for that. i'll be graduating this year (hope so, fingers crossed!), and i don't what's gonna happen next.having this ojt stuff made me realize that real work is totally different from the world that i (or most of us) have been accustomed to, and it's hard to get out of our own cozy little boxes.it's hard out there.

yeah right, my very first entry in my newest blog and i'm talking bull... sheessh..